Before I say anything, I know you already know I'm gonna say I'm tired and that I'm not having fun, whilst these are true.... I'm feeling better right now an I don't want to be a debbie downer!
I thought things were supposed to get EASIER after six-months?!?! whatever happened to that part? sure I'm USED to being out here but I'm still not a fan of how trippy things are. I still think dad would have been a better missionary that I am, we shoulda just traded places! he'd have whupped some of these guys instead of letting them be the way they are... I dunno how to let out some of this frustration, I'm not even a legitimate adult yet but I feel like I'm almost thirty, I still have time to be a kid!!!! just because I came out here doesn't mean I have to change... but I get UBER frustrated by things lately, me, the area, people, me, my thoughts, the scriptures, ME, the fact I can't imagine, ME.... did I mention Me?
crap... I can't remember anything that happened this week.... it was kinda dull, I haven't had too many opportunities to use the washing machines -.- Williams used to travel all the way to Lincoln but leaving the area is against the rules so I stopped doing it... well washing them there, it costs MONEY to use it and... well actually I have a ton of quarters now. so... that will be good.
by the way THANK YOU For the package! it was great I enjoyed the little gooey frankenstien head. I got a bit of goo on Williams thank you card by accident though so he got a tiny bit annoyed with me.
got darcies post card! that was fun. thank you for that, still haven't heard from orange though so I'm a little worried.
thank you dad for the letter! it was nice I greatly appreciate it - I'll hang up the water spigot..
OH WAIT! HA look at me, I'm a goof ball, so guess what folks, today is TRANSFER day!... Williams is leaving, it looks like my hopping around days are done for awhile.... kinda got mixed feelings about that. I'm gonna send home a package today hopefully ya'll will get it, as well as something special for someone.
people here are putting up Christmas lights, its only the beginning of November and they're ALREADY putting up lights, Christmas music is playing... like what the heck man!!! give thanksgiving a chance!
so I got a question, I read that bit that dad sent me and.... why is laughter a bad thing? maybe its just because I feel iffy all the time, but lately I have been getting angry and frustrated pretty much about EVERYTHING, is this what life is about? it jus doesn't seem right to me. (you can edit that part out if you want from the blog)
you'll read in my letter that I need a new watch, I want you to know a lot of that is said with comedy because for the past FOREVER I haven't been able to remember to ask for a new one!.
OH! and there have been some rule changes so MAYBE I'll FINALLY be able to write all of those I have missed! =D I have a list of people who need to hear from me and I'm working on catching up to you all!
Something I want for Christmas might be:
well one my sanity, and I would like new gloves, but I might see if I left them at a ladies house.
have santa get me somethings to stay home and you can all surprise me when I get back, things that I can use to recooperate after all of this, I've been so wound up in thoughts that I don't remember what it even means to be me or what that even means anymore.
as for me? send me what you think will make me happy.... I miss you guys a lot and I feel even weirder, I think my voice has changed and on top of that my eyebrows have gotten bushier! I wish I was normal again. send me memories... something to surprise me with. I would like to get some punching gloves so my knuckles don't get all messed up when I go at it on the punching bag.
I might be here for awhile so that will be... new, APPARENTLY I'm getting an Australian companion his name is tomlyson... not sure how its spelt, but he should be nice... hopefully, I hope I can finally take a break from all the leading!!!!!
Sorry I didn't write more about people this week, it's been really slow and there wasn't much to write about.
well, that's all for me folks!
till next time, Love
Elder J Smart
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